last time i checked myself, i was doing ok in this world, was reasonably fit (mentally as well as physically) and things were looking rather well. then the news came that our company has merged with another. that event caused so many ripples, created so much turbulence that it is only today that i remember myself again. what have i been doing? creating games, yes. developed a game resembling rat keno, no mean feat here :-)
worked hard, watched movies, read books. but it was not me. i don't think you will understand it, but it was me on an auto pilot. it was me all right doing things, but not in complete control of myself. with things happening quickly, the mind automatically steps forward and starts driving things and I, the real me, goes in hiding, safe in the belief that all is well. so where does that leave me and in what state?
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